The House Is Finally Quiet

Ahh, the house is finally quiet and I can finally relax. I've been so busy lately taking care of the boys and the house. I feel overwhelmed and tired. I give those single mom's credit. It's hard work taking care of two kids all on your own. I know I'm not single ,but I feel that way at times. Eric works long hours sometimes, and usually when he gets home he's tired. I know he tries to help me when he can. I hope this gets a little easier. I swear I feel like I just need a little me time to breath. I love my boys with all my heart but man they drain me. I feel like I need a red bull just to keep up with them. I need to embrace the super mom some where in me. Omg, On another note I hate being home day in and day out. I feel like I need to get out and do something. I feel so bad for poor jayvin because he's stuck in the house with me. I know he is bored of me and the same routine as well. Thank goodness he's gonna finally be able to get out the house Friday through weds. Were all gonna get out a little bit this weekend. I am so happy, because we all need it. We've been stressed and I hate feeling that way. So anyways, back to this upcoming weekend. Friday were going to frisco, Sat jayvin is going to the fair/ spending the night with his friend little Ruben. Then Sunday He's going to stay at his LoLa's house until weds. It will be nice for him and I'll get to relax just a bit. I know once the baby gets older it will be easier for us to go out and do things again as a family. I really need to learn how to come to some balance, so that way I don't feel overwhelmed & stressed out. Remember people don't judge me. I'm still learning and adjusting to my new beautiful life with my babies. Pretty soon I'll be a pro. Well, hopefully. It's getting late and getting close to my bed time. Oh my, I just noticed Juellz is still up. Looks like I got to get him to bed first. Good night loves.

<3 Alicia

Yay, I can Blog Agian!

So I haven't been able to blog for a while because I forgot my username and password. Well, I finally figured it out, thanks to my iphone. I forgot that I had saved it on my phone. Can you say burnt..lol. My memory is so bad when I'm pregnant. I swear the baby sucks everything out of me.   Now that I am back, I can't wait to share more of my life with those of you who enjoy reading my blog :) . Anyways, on another note, I would like to share the good news. I finally gave birth to my beautiful baby boy Juellz Ke'ilani Auwae Hernandez on June 24, 2012 @ 9:16am. He was 8lbs and 14oz & 21 1/2 inches. I know big baby right. I can't even believe I pushed him out. I had a long labor but ended in a very successful Vbac. It was a way better experience then my first. Even though I was in labor for three days it was way worth the wait. I feel like it brought Eric and I closer together then ever before. It was a intimate setting and I loved that. I can say, I am truly happy with my life right now. I love my boys and my future husband Eric Hernandez more then anything. We are living back in Sacramento in a house that is so perfect for our little family. I feel so blessed and I am grateful for everything that god has given me. I look forward to what the future has in store for us and many more blessings. I've had great support from family and friends. I would like to thank them all for being there for me. So thank you. This was just a little update, hoped you enjoyed. Until again loves. I will be blogging Soon. So stay tuned.
Love Alicia <3

 My Baby Boy  

JUELLZ KE'ILANI AUWAE HERNANDEZ